It was nice to hear Nan’s voice just now. I hardly receive calls from the home phone nowadays, so it was a pleasant surprise, even though she called my house only because I wasn’t paying attention to my iPhone haha. Anyway, I’ve been so out of touch with everyone…the lack of human interaction has made me easily susceptible to irrational and unfeeling thoughts which I’ve been trying, without much improvement, to liberate myself from.

Went for Raffles Rhapsody yesterday. I really miss rcok and firstverse/flowers for scott and performing and school :( Anyway, I liked the Modern Dance item (as always). I also like laughing with Nat :3 I mean I like laughing in general, but laughing with Nat is just an experience in a league of its own… Sigh good times.

Flowers Lip-locked under the Rain

Wow, I don’t know how to start.

Joining Rock…was one of the best decisions I’ve made for myself. It all started because I wanted to do something I actually enjoy (i.e. Music) - thank you, the seniors who accepted me, for giving me a chance to experience something so much better than I expected - all I wanted was an outlet to play music, and that was granted, but I was also granted so much more. I’ve never been in a CCA where each and every individual is so talented and fun to be with <3 It’s only been a day since concert and I already miss everyone. I don’t think I’ve ever dreaded going to any Rock event or any jamming session - and suddenly now everything is over. Withdrawal symptoms suck. Gonna miss everyone and everything so, so bad. Jamming sessions with the band and how we manage to be so high and retarded at every single one (Flowers for Scott, never really got our name but I love you guys <3), bringing the equipment up and down, doing work together because we have so much free time while waiting (I kinda love how the Rockers are all so hardworking), time spent in the PAC, lepaking in the jamming studio, staying up till really late with everyone, pre- and post- gig moments (I especially miss the Banane night), even times in the pathetic music room, Maryam’s smses, going high/gossiping/fangirling with Angie, screaming at Aqid (sorry for giving you so many difficult solos but like you said, what’s the point of concert if there’s no challenge, right?), Aqid’s solo laughter at ‘I think Muse is a man’, greeting Sam over-enthusiastically every time he appears because he’s hardly around, Nigel in his own world, Jiarong’s talent and high-pitched laughter, Shergie’s ideas and shufflin’, Qiu’s Hello~, Kahjin’s random visits, sharing keybogger woes with Joy and Jiayun, Jiayun’s blurness, making fun of Jiayun and Kyle, Trish yelling, the whole batch going crazy over Edene/KENGTAT, DARRELL BEING AN AWESOME CHAIR and so many more moments I can’t remember them all now but will forever live in my heart <3333333333 Thank you, Rock, for giving me such great memories to keep and for sustaining my passion in music. Being surrounded by all you talented people has been wonderful. Rock has given me so much, and it is definitely too sudden to end everything now. All of you have made me feel like all my time spent in Rock was WORTH IT - EVERY SINGLE SECOND OF IT.

Yeah, screw RD and Rock not being my ‘official’ CCA. Who can deny something like that <3